.......male self-admiration

........click its me


i had a very interesting experiance this morning.... i had come across an artist that i liked... a young italian man.... his work good... not as good as he could be.. i understand why....

like many yuppy men who post there work on flickr... they want to say something.. but are afraid.... afraid to reveal themselves... they post select artistic spins which keep you at arms length from knowing who they really are.... they are members of the old boys club... pat me on the back and i will shake your hand.... stroke my ego and i will brag you a good story... and pretend to like yours...

i decided to post some work from this young man... i found several captures he had posted to be of interest to my thoughts... so i did... i left him a note saying i posted work to my blog... he blocked me... fairenough... i suppose... but if you do not want your work blogged.. then do not invite people to do so by adding the blog option to your posts.... but what boy from the old boys club have you ever met that was very bright... i have never met one.... but i do know the rules to their game... its called networking....

now.. i was some what hurt.... but then again.. i am very sensitive...

as i took time to lick my wounds... i thought about others who have blocked me on flickr... yes... i do get block more often then i would like... never by a women.. only men.... men like this young man...

men of self-admiration... they do not have the courage to write me and tell me what the concern is... they just block... delete all my comments... comments that they have responded to with much thanks when i first came by to visit... when they find out i am an enigma... they get scared....

mature men and women enjoy an enigma... a self-admiration man runs from it.... scared thy will be exposed...

well my blocker male friends... be scared of me... you are now running like a deer caught in a cars headlights.... you really don't know what is the right thing to do... yes.. i am an enigma.......

i would give you some suggestions as to how to get past your nighmares... which i am a symbol of.... but we will let you go your ways... but know this.. i am on to you... and i have a big smile....

your father forgot to teach you something... so your birthright is lost... so sad...