Showing posts with label header musings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label header musings. Show all posts

Monday, December 04, 2006

............joshua black

........click its me








I notice that you have an eye for beauty. I also noticed that you say that you are "spiritual." Just a question: Have you taken the Good Person Test to see where all your fine qualities will get you on Judgment Day? You have been given very much. It would be a shame for it to all pass away someday. God bless you. Thanks for reading.
Joshua Black

Thank you Joshua Black for this comment... i am sorry i could not post it... i was not sure about the copyright material i had posted my comments under... so when in doubt... delete... you just happened to chose the post to make your comments under which went to the delete file... sorry... it had nothing to do with your comments.. copyright as i said...

Thank you for your compliment on eye for beauty... very kind of you... Joshua.... which by the way... your name is Jesus in Greek... big smile...

This said... i do have an interest in your further comments... and what is going on in your head.... i notice you ask of me... have i taken the good person test... hell no... what kind of benefit would i gain from this... some body's judgement of what a good person is... a code to get into heaven... God already knows i am a bitch... we talk all the time... He knows what kind of trouble i would cause in the never ending land...

i am not interested in living for ever... i guess if i was scared... well maybe this would give me time to overcome my fears... but i hang with God when i feel like it.. and vise verse.... i am not an idiot... and yes.. i have read the bible through many times over...

just a thought on what i like from the bible... i love the old testament... i maintain the diet laws.. i do not eat any unclean foods... as well as i have found in my own experience.. the old testament sabbath to be my most spiritual day of the week... a rest day... i love my Sabbaths....

i do not belong to any group of any kind.... i do what i see fit as to my best interests... not someone else telling me.... period... i grew up somewhere along the way in my life... this is part of the deal.. think for yourself... learn from others... share when ever you get the chance...

i love the bible story's... they have brought me much joy... as well as wisdom...

i know that you can not define sin for me.. oh you will have a few texts for me... one of them.... sin is the transgression of the law... well... big smile... you and your friends can not come to grips with what this means... hence.. splinters of religious notions abound... all around words... hmmmm... how we can mess with words... truly a never ending debate...


Joshua... i am not sure if you are even aware of this point as to God.. there are two distinct understandings of God in the Christian world..

the forensic.. this is the view which revolves around Judgement day... i am not sure how studied you are on the forensic understandings... i am.. so i know exactly from where you are coming... God is given to law.. this is binding... a price has to be payed... and if you are smart... you will hide behind Jesus... and God will over look your transgressions... hmmmmm..
in this view.. God is the Judge of us....

the trust... this is the view which revolves around the trusting of God.... God has been misunderstood... trust in Him was foregone in Heaven.. a revolt took place and some where forced out of heaven.... and the story goes on... i have studied this understanding at depth as well... i like it much better than the forensic understandings... it adds up to a better logic... as well as it puts God in a much better light.... i am not sure how studied you are on this understanding... in this view... we are the Judge of God...

interesting... i found them both challenging when i undertook the study... and it has helped me to understand christian thoughts of convenience... if this does not fit ... try this.... big smile...

a foot note to this....in north American religious thought.. the first is known as the conservative view.. the second is know as the liberal view...

of course these two groups have nothing but contempt for each other... and will not talk.... but rather they fight... so.. the hell with heaven.. if this is the bunch i have to hang with in the never ending land... God forbid......

i will stick with the sluts.... thank you... just like jesus... he's my man.... he knew a good slut when he found one... big smile... oh yea... wasn't it a good slut that washed his feet before the big axe fell.... ya... of course it was the holy ones that wanted her stoned......

thank you for expressing your concerns for my loss... i live in the here and now... not tomorrow land... so i live my life this way....

Joshua... hold tight to your God... i know He is precious to you... so thank you for sharing this with me.... its always good to have something to sell when you are a salesmen....... big smile.... oh... one more thing.. i did not check your sample link... i just have the hunch it is about making money... ever hit counts you know... except for here...

yes Joshua... i am more than studied in your thoughts.... be as you will.. tiandra...

oh... just in case you are wondering what i think of you & your friends.... keep guessing... and keep those rocks handy... big smile.. yes... i have read your soul...... i know which hand you use....

Friday, November 24, 2006

.......digital wind



i talk to the wind... but the wind does not hear...


... a very beautiful song done by king crimson (use your google)... last night as i lay my head down to go to sleep... i plugged my headphones in and turned out the lights... as my mind drifted off to the music of this wonderful spiritual expression... i thought about what i wanted to say in my blogg today...

i wondered about my header... it reads some strange matters...

pause writing, mystical coherence, intellectual frameing, analytical streaming (both dark & light), artistic expression....

just what is this header about... what am i about... my profile mentions "moonchild... guide... witch to the ancients"... am i a new age idealist... am i a mystical formalist... well.. can i say mystical debunk or the fun of the plunk.....hummmm.. yet i am neither...can i say... i do have the propensity's... the innate inclination to uncover both in what i am about...

my favorite books mentions the dictionary... yet i say i can not spell... smile... the bible... the kabbala.... what is the kabbala...is it a book written on mystical pages not literal pages... hummm... the wonders of digital wind... and yes.. for those of you who do know about the kabbala and make it your life's wonderful study... i know all the branches... including the unknowns... but you know i dare not mention them... for those are your doors to be knocked upon and asked to be opened... big smile... i love to tease you..!

anal...oooppps... did i say anal... i mean analytical streaming... what... just what is this... purhapse it is parallel (did i spell that right...)... thoughts.. convergent to sticking a pin in the matrix of logic... smile... i know you know... or we both know... bigger smile... i love to tease you...!

oh... i know... maybe it means i know about the string theory.. its coherent group of propositions mathed out by some wonderful physics...the science of matter.. energy.. motion.. and force... or better.. black matter... ooowww.. or the many number of thoughts on the origins of time... time warp... light warp... universe warp... worming its way though... hummm... or what music really does it for me... like king crimson..... mozart... bach...concrete blonde.. beatles.. or... blue grass jazz... make that.. blue grass... and jazz.. smile...

tiandra... why have you absorbed the dictionary three times... and which versions... do you have tourette syndrome... i hope not... i just enjoy finding out how vibrations effect our minds... hummmmmm.... you have no idea what i am talking about... smile... i am such a tease...!... maybe i am just interested in the origins of words... who knows why Jesus means Joshua in greek... smile..

i know... i might be trying to find the right word in the dictionary that really gets Gods number... i notice my "f" words have not had the potent effect on Him they used to... smile... but i love His notions anyway... he is after all the the Omni of law...

...(big big smile....God... You.. you noticed i did not use a captial "H"... spell... smile... i just love to tease you too no end... God...! we are afterall in this together.. like it or not... you wanted someone to talk to... a mortal that was beyond religion.. dogma... and ego.. just a BIG SLUT who knows how to speak her mind... yes.. i enjoy having tea with you... and yes... i love you too.. of course i think about you alot... Yes I Love You for straighting out my messes... You... You who is faithful to me... kiss..!!!... big KISS...!!!.. now if you do not mind... i have to talk to them..we can talk later...)

ok... you precious ones... where was i.. digital wind... yes... digital wind.. blowing like the seasons in the cycles of the Tarot... minor archana to major archana.. and as the Tarot fool expressed... we entre into where & when can we find what...the what we want to know.. want to hear... want to see... want to say.. for where we are at... ahhhh the digital wind..

I talk to the wind.. but the wind can not hear... yes.. the wind can not hear...

I guess that is enough for today... i enjoyed this gentle digital breeze... tomorrow i think i might just talk about the Mother Goddess... we will see...
be good.. tiandra...